Capable

One word kept popping into my head tonight as I pondered this wonderful thing called life and the roller coaster of the past year:

capable (adjective)
- having the ability, fitness, or quality necessary to do or achieve a specified thing.
- open to or admitting of something.
- able to achieve efficiently whatever one has to do; competent.

I was capable. I am capable. I will be capable.
I endured. I lived. I prevailed.

The door on my first year as a widow will close in less than 2 weeks... and here I sit, cats at my side, happy dreams in my head, and a computer screen in front of me... totally and utterly capable.