Alicia and I spent the day talking and talking...baking delicious caramel cupcakes...drinking wine...and watching "chick flicks." We cried...we cried some more...and surprisingly we all fit in a chair...all four of us: Tumbler, Juice, Alicia, and me.
Then we laughed.
That's the beauty of real friendship: the ability to talk, to have fun, to cry, and to laugh...all in the same day.
I am lucky in friendship. I am blessed.
It's only 8:30pm... it feels like midnight. We know how to fill our time.
I am feeling good... but so terrified of life. I wish I could put my feelings into words. I wish I could explain. I wish I could give in to the fear and just go with the flow. I am grateful to have friends who will listen to me, who will hug me, and who will support me.
I have had a rough year. A rough, rough, rough year. But I am lucky.