There's something about putting yourself out there to make you feel totally, utterly afraid and totally comforted at the same time. To open yourself up... to be vulnerable... to share something completely personal and unknown... well, it's both devastating and devastatingly intense.
I've always been an "open book" kind of person... but the truth is, even for us "open book" types, there are secrets.
My Do One Thing Every Day That Scares You book is going to get left in the dust one of these days...because apparently I'm on a path of fearlessness. Sometimes I don't know whether to laugh or cry. Sometimes I wonder what the hell I am thinking or doing. It's fun to play this game of life, but sometimes I'd rather just take a deep breath, fall, and be caught. I get tired just like everyone else. I get scared.
I get lonely.
I take risks.
I employ strength.
But even despite my fearless nature, my determination to leap, and my resolve to keep doing what scares me.... I'm still afraid sometimes. Really afraid.