This morning, an awesome individual and fellow widow sent me this quote:
She couldn't know how much I needed to read it today! I think I'll let that be my mantra for now as I go with my gut and just have fun. The one day at a time approach, winging it, and going with the flow is terrifying for someone who likes control over her life, but it's also kind of liberating.
My focus is off this week...and I'm trying to be kind to myself as I process through all the stuff running through my head.
I don't know what I'm doing...I don't know what I'm doing at all...but at least I'm having fun.